Walk in the woods…

What can I say about today that I haven’t said about any other days here. Well for starters it was a really nice day. It was my sister 22nd birthday today, and no one better to having a birthday then her. My sister is an amazing woman, she graduated college in New York this past spring and she is working on her life in so many ways that I can’t even express to you. I look at my sister as my best friend in life. I never seen so much strength in a person then her. I know that she will have many more great birthday’s ahead. We had a nice dinner for her tonight and as she blew the candles out on her cake, I hope that her dreams come true in what ever that wish was for her new year. I know one thing is that she works really hard at what she does. And I know that she will go really far in this world, for she has a great spirit. So with this said, happy birthday to my panther spirit.

Other news today I went for a long walk in the woods for the first time in many months, and to tell you the truth I am trying my hardest to getting back on my feet as my health goes. I am tired of taking things easy, it was so nice to watch the butterflies and the dragonflies and even the bees at work today. Listening to the winds was great too, for the trees in the woods were talking a lot today. For I thank the trees for the air they give me to breath that is for sure.

When you take the time to do things for yourself you start to feel better in so many ways. I felt like that I had strength in so many ways, even though I was still puking a lot, that didn’t stop me like it normally would. For my weakness are becoming my strengths lately. I will not give up and if I die walking in the woods that means I did something right in the sense that I went out liking something that I was doing. That is so important to me, that is why I am taken everyday and making it special in some way. Even the simplest things make me happy. So, with that said, make sure that you take that time to enjoy the things that are ahead of you as well. There is nothing better than to relax and breath and understand that your giving a day to make something happen. I take the days I have left and make the best of ever second of them. That to me is no better way to live your life.

But in closing like I tell you that you need to take care of yourself and then to take care of the others around you. That is so damn important, you have to realize that your only as strong as you can be. Make sure that you remember that this is your life and no one else can take that away from you. Live them dreams, focus on what is important to you, make your day the best that you can for yourself no one else can do that even if they tried.

So, enjoy again your life and I will write more when the time comes. Until then take care and many blessings to you and your families out there…

Willie the basset hound…

Well it is Friday and what can I say about today then I could say about yesterday? Well for starters it was a really nice day actually for me in the sense that I am starting to turn the corner on my health and I got to eat a full meal today for the first time in such a long time. It is amazing when you can eat and not puke it up for feel that nausea hit all over your body. But just know that life is that simple for me at this time, and it’s them small things that get us through the day. I know from experience today was a victory for me in the sense that I didn’t have to worry as much as I do. But I will leave you with this question this late evening, if there is anything you could do with your life right now what would you do? Just a thought, but take care of yourself and the others around you… And last but not least here is a photo of my dog Wille, he has been there so much for me with all my health issues. He has a strong spirit with him. Well with that said again many blessings…IMG_0796.jpg

Amazing image today…

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Well this sums up my day right here in this image. This is my daughter and one of the dogs we own at the farm. And look at the smile coming from my little coyote here. But anyways I just wanted to share this short post for the reason is because she makes the best of everyday, and I need to remember that no matter what is happening in my life as well. I sure learn a lot from her and she has been the best thing ever that I have ever experienced for sure. With this said make sure to take care of yourself and the others around you…

Having faith…

Today I was questioned about my faith as a person and how has it impacted me as I have lived my life. Now that is one big question and I had a hard time answering that questions for sure. So, I came on here to figure out what that really means for a minute. I mean having faith means that you trust God or what ever you believe that you will live to see another day. Having faith is knowing that at the end of the day you did you best with what you had in front of you as well. I mean I can go on and on about this question. But if I had to sum it up I would have to say my faith is very strong and that my spirit has been tested for sure these past few months for sure. I mean I had four major operations that I had to survive through, and to tell you the truth without having faith in knowing that my family and friends were there was a huge part of my faith. I mean I know a lot of people have gone through a lot in there lives, but in my point of view it was again my faith that I pulled through some of the hardest surgeries I ever been faced with.

I learned through my animal spirits that faith was being tested as well. I mean my sister in her panther spirit was a huge part of my survival as well. Then there was my dear friend on the path and that tiger spirit was pushing me to new limits that I never thought that I was ever going to be pushed too. Bare with me for it is really late here in Wisconsin like almost 2 in the morning here as I type my thoughts. But getting back to everything my tiger spirit has been my best friend going through this with me. She has an amazing sense of just knowing what to say when it is needed to be said.

But I would have to say having faith is one of the best things you have in your corner. Having faith doesn’t mean you have to go to church every Sunday either. I was told many years ago by my Master that we are in the mission field and you better have your faith in tack because you never know who is going to jump on your path and try to hurt you, or in the other sense maybe having that faith might save someone else life on that path as well. So you can look at this from both ways here. But Master Wong wasn’t afraid to throw his faith and spirit out there when he needed it the most. Master Wong was a very simple man, and I think that his faith is what made him live so long. And I always watched him in that faith everyday as he taught his students that is for sure.

But in closing, just know that my faith is strong, and I am going to get through this sickness and I am going to get stronger than ever. My daughter needs me in this life and so do to the people that matters the most to me in the end as well. With this said again, take care of yourself and really take care of the others around you as well…

One tired coyote…

Well off to another day here and I would have to say that I lived it the best way that I know how, and lately these posts have been short, but at the same time I thought to myself that they are better then nothing that I posted in the month of July. I mean that month thank the good Lord is behind me with them storms. But I will have to say this month I am trying to get better at this blogging and I know that I am rusty as a nail but who cares is what I say, and being sick makes it even harder to getting my feelings out there but I am trying that is all that matters. But I will leave you with an image tonight as well as I did yesterday. And this image is my little coyote sleeping away in this chair. It just makes me realize how good my life is and seeing her with some chocolate on her face made it even better. With this said,  I thought that I would start express my images maybe through pictures as well. I did learn that through my tiger spirit and with this said enjoy and take care of yourself and the others around you…IMG_0865.jpg

Off to a new week…

Well off to a new week here. Which means a new start on life again for me at least. I like to tend to think that every week that we go through is a week that we get a little smarter than the week before. I mean life is going to quickly lately and to me there is no way to slow it down, and actually why would I want to slow it down. But the point is that it’s about making every day count. I am realizing coming out of this darkness that there is no better way to live. But this is going to be a short post tonight and I just wanted to say that go do something different this week, take the time to go for a walk or see a close friend. Or even go see a family member that you haven’t talked to in quite some time. But the bottom line is to enjoy the miracles in front of you. Until then take care of yourself and take care of the others around you..

Here is an image of me and my little coyote that was taken just today at my farm. Enjoy…

 

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