Today experience

Well I woke up about 5 AM to get ready to see what was wrong with me in the health sense of things. I got to the hospital at 645AM and check in and I was with my father and we had a nice small talk about how you look back at your life and you see things so different then you did twenty years. One thing you learn about when your health is failing you that things are big in your life, really aren’t that big anymore to tell the truth. Your days seem to be less worrying about what you all had to do, and the days become how do you survive the ones you have left. My liver and gallbladder areas are failing me at this time. And I really don’t know why that is. I mean I lived a healthy life I never smoked or was a big drinker of any sore here. But when your body starts to attack you, then you begin to question what is attacking it. Well, going into the treatment today they took a scan of the gallbladder and liver area of my body. They use a machine that takes pictures for over an hour on these areas. They put an IV in your arm and put different chemicals to see what and how your organ react to the medicine that can make things better for you.

Well, I am now back at home writing in this blog, or I should say journal of my life because I feel that it is important to tell you what I feel on paper. Even if I never get a comment or a reply back that is not big deal to me at this time. I am doing this for myself in the sense that maybe God can help me figure things out soon with everything that has happened to me in the last 5 years of my life. I know that I am all over the place in this blog and I am sorry for anyone that is following my story. I will try to be as clear as I can for you, and I know that I want to tell my story right here, and if I jump all over the place again I am sorry for this.

But, in closing this…

I have to tell myself no matter what happens with my health that my life is full of many blessings that I have in it. I have to keep track of the good things in it during this time of darkness. This is the only way that I will survive here. But thank you for reading this story. And I hope that it will make your life blessed in a way that again might save your life.

4 thoughts on “Today experience

  1. We also share the health attacks on our bodies and first off I want to say how sorry I am that you too have to face such difficult times of the unknown.
    Several years ago my body started to attack me with this auto immune disease called Rheumatoid Arthritis. I saw a doctor for awhile, was placed on cancer meds without my knowledge until it almost completely depleted my white blood cells, and now for the most part it has been untreated for several years. I have another go at it as soon as I get my referral from my doctor which I’m waiting on but I would lie saying that I’m thrilled about it and we will see.
    Did you get any answers yet or are they still trying to figure out what is going on?
    Hugs to you in this difficult time that requires you to be so strong. Keep focusing on the positive as much as you can. I know its easier said then done but it’s the only way to not get consumed and lost.


    1. Well actually having you hear has taken my mind of my pains. You been a blessing to me in so many ways I can’t begin to tell you in the words I feel. My answers all come this Friday on the 20th. So then I will know what I’m dealing well. But thank you for all your kind words it really means a lot.

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