Another short note…

I am sitting here pondering another thought that I had this afternoon and this rainy day. And that thought of being alone in my life, and what that really means. Well I have learned in these last few days that I been in a struggle trying to figure out why I don’t want to be alone and then when I want to be close then it’s even more a struggle than being alone. I mean I think sometimes your better with your thoughts and just keeping them to yourself at these times of your life. I mean I think if you push hard then you never get the results that you are looking for in the end anyways. Life isn’t made to be pushed around. Life will tell you when things are ready and for this that word comes into play that everyone hates and that word is being patience¬†with everything around you.

It hard in the end to wanting things to work out for yourself. That is the where being patience comes in and that is also where your faith comes in the end of this message too. It’s putting yourself out there in the things and place that are unseen at this time for myself and taking them chances with no matter what the outcome might be in the end for all that are around me at this time.

I have learned a lot about my faith in this past week and I would have to tell you that I have seen a lot of unseen things in it already. From the spiritual side of it to all the way of trying to help people in the sense of giving them a direction or a choice. Let me tell you that there is nothing easy about any of this.

So, that is my short message for this afternoon. Just know that no matter what happens to be you in the end, and always know that you will be okay no matter what the out come is. Take care of yourself and take care of the others around you…

The last day of February…

Well, today is the last day of February, and it’s great to know that I got to live to see another month play out. I mean the thing might not have played out the way I wanted it to be, but in the end it’s about being a live and even though I am not well, the point being that I had another month to live where a lot of people never got to make it is far. I find that amazing, am I the lucky one here? Actually, I don’t feel lucky, but I do thank the Lord for making this all possible for me. What else can I say to that I mean? Nothing to much really here, just to know that how blessed that I really am here.

So tomorrow we are off to March. And who know what this month will bring for all of us. I want it to be one of the months that bring happiness to all that are out there living life. I am a simple person and this will be a simple message today that I just want life to be as full as I can make it. The bottom line is I hope that everyone that reads this short message today just takes time to look at there lives and realize that they lived another month and more importantly than that is to just know that to appreciate everything that has gotten you this far in your life.

So, in closing like I always say here is to love yourself and go out and make that difference because you might never have that chance to look at things the same when it is to late in your life. Until again just enjoy the mysteries of God…