Looking out my truck window…

Well enjoy this sunny afternoon as the sun will be setting in a few hours or less here. I was thinking about them new beginnings and what they really mean to me. And on my drive to see my grandfather today I was looking outside my window and seeing all the beauty that this Earth has provided for me in all the years that I have been living. And I first thought to myself how lucky I really am to be alive. I mean a few months ago was a different story which you all know from my past posts. But getting back here to what I am saying, I just found it so amazing like a child in a candy store trying to pick out what piece of candy I wanted. I felt like I was seven years old and it reminded me of the simple things that I had in my life when I was that child. It also helped me realize that my little coyote is where I was when I was that small. And it made me feel like that I have to step my game up and be a better father to her from this point forward in the sense of teaching her the simple things that I was seeing in this life when I was a smaller child then I am now. 

With that said I have a new beginning with my daughter in the sense of coming down to her level more. Being where I was at my point of my life serves no purpose to thinking my little coyote was 41 years old. I had to remember that she was only 6. So, I am going to make some healthy changes in what I need to do, and that is again showing my little coyote that life has it purposes, and it’s meanings. And I have a funny way that she is going to continue to school me in this process as well. Time will tell in the end. And I know that this is going to take time for me, I know that it won’t happen in a days time.

So these were a few things that I thought about today on that drive to my grandfathers house. I was so amazed by what is in front of me and that is my life, and that I have a lot to live for yet. And this process again is going to be a long road, but people like my dragon and tiger spirit are there for me, and I am happy that they are because I feel that they are needed in my life. How they are needed I let that for the Gods to figure that part out. But I look forward to any help that I can get from these two special people in my life. So I will close this by saying that I am taking small steps, and I mean small steps and that is what I am going to continue to do. Take my right foot and put it over my left at this very moment. I will be keeping you more posted as the days keep moving forward. Take care once again of yourself and the others around you…

New beginnings….

The rain is finally past the badger state after two long days of showers and thunderstorms. I can say there was no damage here at this farm at all. There were reports of tornadoes on the western side of the state and all I hear was reports of minor damage. So at least we survive that round of many more to go this spring and summer. I am here to today to talk about today is about new beginnings. I am not going to break the Easter meaning down completely, but if something would stick out to me about Easter it’s about new beginnings in your life.

I know people say that’s what New Years Day is about. And I would have to say yes that what New Years is about. But Easter is really about new beginnings in the sense of its meaning. In the spiritual side of what I believe in even the animals have new beginnings as well.

But the point of my short message today is to take a goal or dream and go make it happen. My goal is to get better by the doctors and the help of my spirit animals. I look forward to my new beginnings because I see an ending for this health issues I’m going through. And that gives me hope. 

So with this all said and this is a short post, I wanted to wish everybody a happy Easter. And like I said before it’s about beginnings, and more importantly it’s looking for that hope in these new beginnings. Take care of yourself, and take care of others around you today. And realize the simple miracles that are all around you.