Walk in the woods…

What can I say about today that I haven’t said about any other days here. Well for starters it was a really nice day. It was my sister 22nd birthday today, and no one better to having a birthday then her. My sister is an amazing woman, she graduated college in New York this past spring and she is working on her life in so many ways that I can’t even express to you. I look at my sister as my best friend in life. I never seen so much strength in a person then her. I know that she will have many more great birthday’s ahead. We had a nice dinner for her tonight and as she blew the candles out on her cake, I hope that her dreams come true in what ever that wish was for her new year. I know one thing is that she works really hard at what she does. And I know that she will go really far in this world, for she has a great spirit. So with this said, happy birthday to my panther spirit.

Other news today I went for a long walk in the woods for the first time in many months, and to tell you the truth I am trying my hardest to getting back on my feet as my health goes. I am tired of taking things easy, it was so nice to watch the butterflies and the dragonflies and even the bees at work today. Listening to the winds was great too, for the trees in the woods were talking a lot today. For I thank the trees for the air they give me to breath that is for sure.

When you take the time to do things for yourself you start to feel better in so many ways. I felt like that I had strength in so many ways, even though I was still puking a lot, that didn’t stop me like it normally would. For my weakness are becoming my strengths lately. I will not give up and if I die walking in the woods that means I did something right in the sense that I went out liking something that I was doing. That is so important to me, that is why I am taken everyday and making it special in some way. Even the simplest things make me happy. So, with that said, make sure that you take that time to enjoy the things that are ahead of you as well. There is nothing better than to relax and breath and understand that your giving a day to make something happen. I take the days I have left and make the best of ever second of them. That to me is no better way to live your life.

But in closing like I tell you that you need to take care of yourself and then to take care of the others around you. That is so damn important, you have to realize that your only as strong as you can be. Make sure that you remember that this is your life and no one else can take that away from you. Live them dreams, focus on what is important to you, make your day the best that you can for yourself no one else can do that even if they tried.

So, enjoy again your life and I will write more when the time comes. Until then take care and many blessings to you and your families out there…

Been awhile…

Wow! This is what this looks like again…

I mean it has been over a month since I have been on this, and to tell you the truth I only had 7 views in that months of July and actually I am okay with it to be honest with you. I mean I write on here for myself more than anything else. But to tell you the truth about this it’s really weird being back on this blog in the sense of wondering what people are thinking in the sense of how I am doing. I will tell you that I am struggling to feeling better and my struggles are far from over as well. But I am not here to talk about my struggles, and I mean that I am here to tell you that life is still pretty damn good from my point of view lately. I mean being sick is a bad thing dealing with a pancreatic issues, and now I am dealing with a heart on top of my pancreatic issues as well. But to be truthful I am okay with this, and again no matter what happens in the end I will win.

But the last month being away from this blog has been quite a big thing for me. I know that I like to get my thoughts on a sheet a paper from time to time, but then again being not so good as in the pains I have been going through has been a bigger thing then writing at this time.

I wanted to share one last thought here with you today and that thought was that make sure when your battling thing in your life that you have a fall back plan for sure. And that fall back plan is having good friends near by. And of coarse your family is just as important as well. But the point I am making is that when you think your out and done your really not in the end of things here. I had help from a tiger and a panther this month pushing me to new limits about getting better. So with that thank you both and you know who you are because you are always checking in with me. But thank you for the words that sometimes are simple but at the same time they are as real as they are going to get when your not feeling that well. So again thank you both, and just know that having family and friends in the end is the most important thing to remember.

I will close this short post by saying hang in there everyone and remember again to take care of yourself and the others around at this time. And I will be back to write more really soon here. I won’t be a stranger to my feelings or this blog no more. Take care and many blessings…