Storms are coming…

Well we are in it for another bad storm today it is hard to say what is really going to happen with the weather in the sense of what it is going to do. I mean we are in for a ice storm that could bring and inch of ice to the area which would not be good due to the power lines getting to much ice on them and then we could loose power due to the weight on the lines from the ice. Then after that we could get anywhere from 2 to 4 inches of fresh snow which again means with the ice on the roadways that it will be impossible to drive around due to the road conditions. Then after the snow storm passes through then it goes to rain and thunderstorms so that means the snow will get really bad and the ice under neath the snow will just make things really bad this afternoon into the evening hours. This storm is all going to pack these things in a 6 to 8 hour period started within the hour and at least going through the midnight hours, and then the worst part then there is going to be a warm front and being warm is not the problem it is the winds that are suppose to get to 40 to 50mph as well. So what a day in the weather department here where I am from in Wisconsin. But, the main thing is that I will be inside working hard at my desk and looking out the window as it is coming down this evening. But I feel like Mother Nature is a little confused today that she seems like she wants to have a bad day as well. I mean everyone is entitled to a bad day once in awhile here.

On to other news other then the weather and that is I wanted to tell you that I am out from being sad, I am trying my hardest to maintain a sense of being happy and moving forward in anyway I can. I know one thing is that life has been throwing us a lot this week at least on my side of things. But I told myself that I am going to pick up and dust myself off and keep pushing forward that better is coming. And I am going to hang on to my words and push for better things. I know that it is hard the way I am feeling lately and I mean there is a lot in my head to what I am feeling about things, but I have to tell myself that first that I am going to be okay and secondly that no matter what happens at the end of the day that I am going to make it. I have told myself this in the past and it has helped me in my time of needs here. But I will do everything I can to make things work out in the end. Mother nature can be mad and frustrated and that is telling me that even I am not alone in my thoughts that others in this world are suffering as well. And I have to keep that in mind that I am not the only one going through all this that I know that there is always light at the end of the tunnel here that I will focus my life to the lighter things. There is a choice that we all can make in a day and that choice is how we are going to make our attitudes a little bit better then from the day before and I truly believe it is in our attitude that we can make that difference in ourselves and the others around us. I know another thing is that where I am in this very moment of life that there is a reason for this, and it is not for me to question my reasons or my purpose for it. I have to fight to work my way out of it and make that difference in a different way so that I can survive in this world.

No one said it was ever going to be easy no one. And I have said this from time to time in my posts. Maybe I write that sentence down for a reason, to remind me that life is not easy and yet on the other hand to remind the people that care for me in this blog to realize that as well. I know in the end we are all in this together one way shape or form, the question is how to we come together in a time of need when it comes to helping that person getting out of their darkness? I mean we all have life to live and it is hard to stop what your doing to check on someone else when your life has the issues in it as well. But on the other hand we need to change that attitude and stop what we are doing and go help the person in need. And that doesn’t mean it will take money or other things to helping that person it means that we help them with the time we truly give to them in the end. There is no money on time, and the sooner that you understand that the better your life becomes in the sense that your doing what the powers above are telling you to do, and that is to care for another person in this world that needs to be cared for.

So in the end of this post, I wanted to say to hang in there and realize that your not alone like you think you are. And if your feeling down and out about life realize one thing that people in the end do care, it is just if you feel that you can reach out and go make that difference for that person and that if you want to take the time out of your life to doing such a thing. But just remember again we are all in this together and with that said be good to yourself today, and always be good to the people around you.

Confused and just lonely…

Well I am going to write about a issue that I been dealing with for quite some time and that is the issue of being so lonely in my heart. And to me I want to bring this up because lately things have been really lonely in my life. And nothing makes sense when your alone with your thoughts because you start to think of things that are not true in your mind. Like for example I know that I am going to be okay and yet in my mind it does not feel that way at all. I mean I can be in a room full of family and friends and it still feels like this to me that I am the only one in the room even though it is full I feel trapped inside and I don’t know why that makes me feel so alone and sad. I know one thing is that I am sure that this is just what happens once in awhile when things just don’t as you thought that they would. I know one thing is that I will pull from this darkness and I know I will, but once I do pull away from that darkness I do not want to come back to this point ever again. And I am going to work on that. I am. Just need to figure out what triggers the things in my own mind, and that is the hardest part of this whole journey is that I need to figure out what my emotions are doing for me in the sense of thinking right lately. I know that even when I look at my blog and my posts that a lot of things I write make no sense to me as well. But I am trying to do what is right by letting my feelings out of my heart to the posts that I am writing.

So where do I go from here? I mean I need to find the peace in heart and I need to do this soon and I don’t want to be forcing myself off this blog because of this issue. But in the end I will carry on somehow and I will see what tomorrow brings as in what I will do about my confused soul. I want to be happy and I want things to be normal again the best way they can be for me. But I will sit and pray and tell myself that I will win over this troubled mind of thinking I have to keep feeling this way. But until then take care and maybe I will write another quick post later this evening. Be good to the people around and many blessings…

Faith is the only tool you need.

Well off to another post and what I want to share with you with the little words I right in these posts are this, that you have to have the faith in everything you do! I mean there are a lot of people that are struggling lately with a lot of issues in there life. And a lot of that has to deal with the lack of faith. I know there are people that will read this and tell me that it is not all about faith but in the end no matter how you look at it or tell me you come to the same answer in the end and that is faith. Why am I bringing this up today in this post. Well I will tell you my story for what it is worth to you and I want to tell you that what happened today was an act of faith. And what happened to me is that I had a huge eye opener when it came to talking to a individual today about his life and he was sharing with me how bad it is and how nothing is working his way. So I asked him where his faith was to getting through all the stuff he had going on and he answered to me that faith does not work and that I am not going to church for the faith speech that is why he left it he did not want to hear the truth about to who he really is. I am not a bible beater of a church going man myself lately but I realized that all his problems were because he was lacking the faith and spirit to getting him through his storm. And the longer he was talking I made a conclusion that his life is actually better then he gives himself credit for and to me that made me think about myself as well. This man has enough money he has a great family with a beautiful wife and children and he has a great job and has all new cars and other things. I mean this man has lived the American dream here and yet even when he has it all together he really doesn’t because his faith is so weak that he is not going to finish his life if he can’t get the pieces that will make his faith strong again.

I know that I can not push him into anything that he does not want to do. And I know that his life is full of blessings and how am I going to change this with the power that I have inside myself and I really don’t have a clue to that but then it hit me and I know one thing I was sharing with him was my health scare and he did not know about this scare that I was dealing with and to him it really opened his eyes to himself that he is not going to live forever and that he should take the time to figuring out what is important to him and we talked for over three hours and we made a lot of good waves in the end of our time together and he realized that faith is the answer to everything but you have to really commit to faith and not use it when you want to and not. There are a lot of people like this in this world and I mean when things are bad you want to run to your faith and then when things are better or even better then good you tend to throw your faith to the side of the road, and to me that is the hardest part of having a strong faith. I learned that you can not turn it on and off like a light switch. Faith does not work like that at all. Faith wraps itself around you like a warm blanket and shields you from the things that are bad in your life and you need to remember that faith is like a blanket and it really works if you let the faith enter your heart.

So in closing you need to know that faith is all around you and that if you believe in it that nothing will ever stop you in your life. So I have to realize that when things are hard and believe there is nothing easy about life that I have that tool in my pocket and that is my faith in myself and that things will straighten out. But with that said you take care of yourself and then take care of the people that need it the most and until next time many blessings to you…